The first day of the rest of my life

I think this morning it finally sunk in that I never have to go back to my old job unless I choose to go back and visit. I am slowly feeling this sense of heaviness leave my body. I’m looking forward to what life will be like now that I won’t have to deal with the stresses of my old job.

I know that my new job may come with its own stress but I’m excited for this next chapter In my life. Usually I would let fear dictate my actions but instead of letting my fear control me I made the effort to make the change I so desperately needed in my life.

I still cannot believe that it’s happening to me , I actually got the job I wanted, but I try to hold tight each day that all my hard work is reason I am where I am at in my life. The more that I put myself out in the world and just try the more I see my efforts paying off and the more confident I become in myself too.

I finally decided that just trying is a lot less scary than never trying and regretting that choice later on in life. It’s not always easy but it definitely has its rewards too.